[效果見證] 「禪修」幫她找回了兒子與健康!

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「禪修」幫她找回了兒子與健康!

分享來自於韓國釜山松亭_怡喜的故事:


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2006年初,我的婚姻亮起了紅燈,從此我對前夫充滿了怨恨,長時間生悶氣使我的身體像被堵住了似的,腹部硬得像一塊石頭。

此外,在兒子咿呀學語的時候,我就離家在外,後來又到韓國謀生,幾乎沒有親自撫育過他。兒子恨我在他成長路上的缺席,我卻感到很委屈:我離家在外賺錢完全是為了他,他怎麼能不理解我,反而怪我呢?

身體的虛弱、精神的折磨,讓我常常想要了結生命,可是一想到年邁的母親和未成年的孩子,我怎麼都狠不下心來。

2014年5月,朋友帶我來到釜山松亭菩提禪修中心。

在第一次誦念觀世音菩薩聖號時,我的眼淚竟控制不住地滾落下來。第二天中午,我獨自來到金菩提禪師的法相前,恭敬地禮拜,禮拜中,我彷彿感覺自己就是我的孩子,開始體會到孩子沒有媽媽陪伴的苦楚。我好後悔,當初怎麼就沒想到母子分離會給孩子帶來傷痛呢?我虧欠孩子太多了!懺悔的淚水止不住地流,哭著哭著,腦海裡突然出現一個化解的方法。

母親節那天,我鼓起勇氣打電話給孩子,向他真誠地道歉。那一天,我們聊到了半夜。後來,我看到兒子在社交軟件裡寫道:「20歲的母親節我永遠也忘不了,我的媽媽是世上最好的媽媽。我最愛我的媽媽。」那一瞬間,我的心好暖好暖。

禪修兩個月後,我有了力氣,從開始走「八卦」兩腿一直哆嗦,到後來能走1小時,上樓也不再氣喘吁吁了。有一次我在法物室裡竟搬起了一整箱的貨物!

2014年11月至2015年2月,我每天只喝一點水,吃一點水果,卻既不餓也不累,反而精神十足,身心清淨。此後,我的腸胃功能越來越好,胃口也好起來了。

2017年5月,我徹底化解了對前夫的怨恨,再想到他,心中已十分平靜了。從那以後,我發現腹部變得柔軟,身體也通暢了。

現在的我,我覺得自己好幸福、好幸運,不由自主地開始感恩身邊的一切。時不時地呵呵笑著,看到隨風而下的落葉都像是在跳舞,每個人的臉都像一朵朵盛開的蓮花……,大夥都說我就像變了一個人似的!

是啊,在溫暖如春的菩提大家庭裡,我能不變嗎?

(註:禪修的效果會因人而異)

歡迎大家到各地菩提禪堂,免費領取"禪修與健康"雜誌,了解更多關於和健康相關更多的故事。



Meditation helped her reconcile with her son and regain her health!

This sharing is from Busan Songjeong Bodhi Meditation Center, Korea – Yixi story:
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At the beginning of 2006, my marriage hit a rough patch. Since then, I became full of resentment towards my ex-husband. Harboring grudges over extended periods resulted in my body seemingly obstructed - my abdomen felt as stiff as a rock.

In addition, while my son was learning to talk, I was away from home in Korea to make a living, with hardly any time to personally nurture him. My son hated my regular absence during his growing-up period but I felt most wronged. I had left home to earn money to provide for him, how could he not understand, and blame me instead?

My physical fragility and spiritual torment often made me want to end my life, but the thought of my elderly mother and underage child held me back, as I could not bear to do so.

In May 2014, my friend brought me to the Busan Songjeong Bodhi Meditation Center.

The first time I recited the 「Chanting to Avalokitesvara」, tears streamed down uncontrollably. At noon the following day, I went personally before the picture of Master JinBodhi to pay respects. That was when I began to realize how my child had been feeling, his sense of helplessness in the absence of his mother. I felt most regretful. Why did I not consider the separation pain that would have afflicted my child? I owed too much to him! My tears of repentance could not ease. As I cried, a solution suddenly came to me.

On Mother's Day, I plucked up the courage to call my child and sincerely apologize. That day, we chatted till midnight. Later, I saw my child comment in his social media page, "I will never forget the Mother's Day in my 20th year. My mother is the best in the world and I love her most". At that moment, my heart felt so warm.

After two months of meditative practices, I developed greater stamina and started Energy Bagua. Initially, it was arduous but over time, I was able to practice for 1 hour and no longer panted when I climb stairs. Once I even helped to move a whole box of items at the Center!

Between November 2014 to February 2015, I only drank little water and ate some fruit everyday. I had felt neither hungry nor tired, and was full of spirit physically, with mental clarity. Since then, my gut function had become better and my appetite much improved.

In May 2017, I completely let go of the resentment toward my ex-husband. I only felt calm at the thought of him. Following, I realized that my abdomen area had become 'soft' and my bodily functions, unobstructed.

Now, I feel so happy, so fortunate, and subconsciously grateful for everything around me. I laugh frequently, view falling leaves as if they are dancing in the wind, see everyone's faces like blooming lotus flowers. People around me says I have changed, as if I am a different person!

Indeed, in the warm and big Bodhi Meditation family, how can I not change for the better?

(Note: The effects of meditation could vary from person to person.)

I welcome everyone to pick up a 'Meditation and Health' magazine from our global Bodhi Meditation Centers to learn more about our health-related stories.

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